Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Haha!someone requsted me to blog!that very special someone is none other then EVELYN GOH!!!!thank you so much to be part of my life.Our 1st month had just passed yeah!coming to think of it,it's damn fast.The first time i added u on facebook but didnt talk to u for 2 years?madness!!!!!!First time asked u out n how we fell in love with each other through the process!totally amazing.u have to agree with tat!!well i thank you for loving me,taking care of me n bearing with my bad temper.All i can say is i will never ever stop loving you!YOU are my top n no1 priority!signing off ur dearest Rictus
{ Wednesday, July 28, 2010 }


Saturday, July 24, 2010
Happy one month anniversary love.
We're officially on our one month anniversary, hahaha. Thanks for always being there for me, taking care of me, understanding me and lastly thanks for your unconditional love for me. I know you're probably will be abit mad if you know I'm still blogging this late, but I just wanna do something for you :) So I went to edit our photo and blog this post just for you! Okay I'm off to bed now! PS: Can my boyfriend please also update our blog, it feels like I'm blogging to air. *Waves hand*

People's hearts may get shattered by sadness in life
It just takes that one special person to
glue it back to perfection with their own superglue call " Love ".
{ Saturday, July 24, 2010 }


Thursday, July 22, 2010
Hellloooooo!!, his girlfriend is here to update this very very dead blog of his :)
Anyway I have to type a short post today as I have to sleep soon because someone force me to sleep early :P Today, my boyfriend gave me morning call after morning call I fall asleep again and when I woke up I was eventually late for school -.- So yep, I was rushing for school while someone is at home sleeping so nicely(*jealous) I had lecture in the morning it wasn't boring just that my eyes can't seem to open due to last night lack of sleep, which reminds me I'm sorry for scaring my boyfriend last night. The rest of my day was fun with friends around, but still I'm counting down the hours and mins to seeing my boyfriend :) We actually had to stay back after school today though but I told him that I'm meeting him ltr so , I made it possible to do my work at home but still can meet him :D I had fun for the rest of my day with my boyfriend even though I'm truly exhausted but I still enjoyed his company. Okayyyy!, It's goodbye for now as someone is telling me to sleep already :p I'll definitely update his very very dead blog with pictures :) because we agreed to manage this blog together ! :)
{ Thursday, July 22, 2010 }


Saturday, May 22, 2010
i view life in a very different way from other ppl.Some regard me a weird,some regard me as wise.1 thing for sure is.......when we were all born,we use to be like a blank peice of paper.uncrumpled and white.Just simply means pure and innocent.As we grow older,ppl that we meet,talk to starts to affects us due to the enviroment and ppl around us.There are always ups and downs in life.very common.But the ups are like using colour pencils to colour the paper.However the downs are the 1 that will leave a permernant mark there.It's very different from colours where it can easily be coloured over by another colour.Downs leaves a paper with crushed marks,cuts in the paper,burns and sometimes torn apart.These are all caused by the enviroment that we are in and the ppl that are around us.People hurt us through words and action but they don't know that it hurts because it doesn't concerns them if it hurt you.Let's take divert abit away from this topic.Let me ask you,if you like art and 1 day you were ask to view 2 pieces of art......1 a beautiful painted picture on a paper...........and........................2 a paper that's crushed,torn and tattered with cuts all over..............what would you think of this 2 pieces?
I bet everyone will passby the piece of torn and tattered paper without taking a glimpse but everyone will give praise to the peice that was beautifully drawn.No one will ever wonder why that peice of torn and tattered paper is torn and tattere.....and.....what had happened to it.why is it like that.A more definite thing is no one will ever learn to appreciate it.All i know is that this is life and i have to face it every damn day.Ppl being judgemental,ppl being bias,ppl that are selfish and foolish in thoughts and action.Ppl tell you they are not bias in their judgement but deep inside they are and they hate you.These are the reasons why some ppl out in this world,have a hard time making themselves shine and making progress,simply because people had never give them a chance.
These are my thoughts and im one of them.To those ppl out there,who are just like me.......believe in urself,strive harder then before and never ever think that you are alone because we are fighting the same fight
{ Saturday, May 22, 2010 }


Saturday, May 8, 2010
well.....today was fun.went school at ten just hoping to learn more during group 1 IS.well i end up making chicken stock.Had a break!During my IS.....the presentation part.....I agree with wat Chef fun said.when i cook i have to put in my best effort.An effort that's beyond 100%.i have to wake up.If i wan to be the top in Shatec,getting scholarships and getting into competitions,i have a long way to climb.I have to buck up quick and wake up my idea if i wan to be the top and fulfilling my dream as a celeb chef.i really must wake up!everything chef said was right!no doubts!i nid a change.
{ Saturday, May 08, 2010 }


Sunday, May 2, 2010
For the past 2 nights i had been out with a very special someone.We chatted till 3am+ below her block.I found it amazing in a sense i had never strive so hard for a girl before.TOTALLY AMAZING!but sad to say on the second night,we were sharing our life experience with each other.It totally remind me of a very sad and painful past.How lonely i was that time plus 2 girls ditch me in a week.Can u imagine it was my first time dating then.I felt totally cheated!One of the girl then ditch me for another guy.I remembered it was that period of time i seek acceptance from all my friends.My friends deemed me as childish thus didnt want to hang out with me.I went through that time on my own.It was painful but i didnt regret going through that past.It help me grow much more in terms of maturity.Now i have the same maturity lvl as a person in mid 20's.Im in a sense much more stronger now.The 2 girls that ditch me had shattered me totally into specks of shiny crystal.unable to replace the old me but only create a new me.This is the new me right now........cheerful,serious at point of time,full of self confidence and esteem!Now that i had felt the shatterness,i don't think i can be shattered further.The most it can just remind me of the past.
I feel that im still gonna strive on to hold on to u,im not gonna let u go because i know i am falling for u.It doesn't matter how deep i fall for u now.If u remember i told u that night,i am full of self confidence,i don't wait for things to happen but i make things happen.I believe i have what it takes to change the world,anything in this world.It's all because of the faith and the confidence i have.All that im asking from u now is not to let me go.Oh girl please!
{ Sunday, May 02, 2010 }


Monday, April 26, 2010
i created this blog 2 years back in august08.Knowing that i have to create a blog for my assignment,ive decided to go hunting for my old blog and TAADAAA!here i am blogging!HAHAHA!well......im having a different concept about blogging now though.In the past i use to think that blogging are meant for inmature teenagers to blog about their teachers,friends,family and life but most of them have a bad outcome.in a sense it stirs up conflict because teenagers love to gossip about their friends or maybe event curse and swear about their teachers and family members.
I'm different!im going to use blogging for a more professional purpose.Im going to upload things about my life and the recipes that i had been trying out on my own.well i do actually have some recipes of my own now but im gonna save it for later uses.
I guess from now on,this blog aint gonna be ancient anymore!=D
{ Monday, April 26, 2010 }